I have an intimate connection with the energy of my spirit.
When I was pregnant with Summer I was 36 years old so the doctors took extra precautions. I had some blood work done and they came to me with concern that this baby may have Downs Syndrome. They wanted to do further testing and I asked, "What if this baby does have problems? Then what? Mind you, I was as big as a house already and could feel this beautiful spirit moving inside me. They told me that one of my options could be a Dr. who did late abortions for this reason. Really?
Now this is not to get into an abortion debate, but the truth is, there was no way for me to disconnect with this little creature growing inside me. Not at this stage of the game. I was so filled with love for whoever this would be that I didn't want to mention it to my husband. I didn't want to have the kind of talk that could even bring up the possibility of something like this. Honestly, I don't remember if we even talked about this or not.
I'm not sure how days I carried this sweet child around before she came to me in a dream.
The dream was this...I am walking along the shore at the beach feeling very peaceful when a girl of about five years old walks up from behind on my leftside and reaches for my hand. It feels so natural as I look down on this lovely child with copper brown hair falling in tumbled waves around her face, as she looks up at me she tells me her name is Summer.
I know exactly who she is.
I woke up immediately excited to know that this was a girl! Her name would be Summer and she was perfectly okay. There would be no more need for any tests or worry at all.
When I shared this dream with Mama she wanted me to prepare myself in case I was wrong. But I wasn't and I knew it.
Summer is 21 now and has that old hollywood movie star hair and better than Angelina Jolie lips!
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